She's Erika Toda,
the hot girl in DeathNote.
She's really pretty and yes, i'm infatuated.
Haha, but i don't like the way she dressed in the movie.
Can't believe she fell for Light and was like willing to do anything for him and yet he tried to make use of her.
If i was Light i'd probably just date her and quit being Kira.

&& yea, i was playing Mafia 2 for like the past week,
awesome game, fantastic storyline,
too bad there's lots of bugs and all,
but stilll i enjoyed the game,
one more chapter to completion but there's some bug that causes the loading screen to load endlessly. ):
Well, Vito Scaletta, he's the main character of the game, and yes, the story really gives some awesome facts about the mafia.
Only people of Scicilian or Italian blood can join the mafia in the past.
That's why Japanese join the Yakuza.
The mafia is honorable and not as ruthless as those depicted in silly FB games like "mafia wars" and such.
To kill a member of another mafia family you have to have a meeting with all the bigshots and there must be mutual agreement to kill before they can execute the killing.
If they don't hold the meeting and just kill, a mafia war will start.
I learnt how to steal cars and all from the game, but yea,
running away from the police is easier in the game than in real life.
Dammit!

OHMY, i had this really freakish and disturbing nightmare this morning.
I had 2 actually, but only remembered one.
I knew it was a dream but yet i was really scared, like as if i was in an Inception movie,
where dying in a dream within a dream will cause me to wake up losing my mind.
Yea, i was at someplace in Bukit Timah road,
with my grandparents,
walking, crossing the road, saw this first huge canal, without railings,
then we crossed the crossroad, and at the second place, there was this similar canal too,
but it had traffic lights on it, apparently.
Cause we needa cross the canal in order to get to the other side of the road,
grandparents somehow got across damn quickly, i think i fell down.
And while i was running across, the lights turned red, and without another warning,
murky flood water rushed in, the torrent was rushing in at my height, so well,
i realised my phobia.
It's of deep waters,
i don't know why but i've always been scared of swimming in the seas and all that.
Even deep pools, i always have this weird idea that there are creatures like crocodiles,
octopuses, sharks and all in deep waters.
In deep pools, it's not possible but yea,
i'm always holding on to the fear of suddenly having the underwater floor opening up and releasing sharks or whatever inside.
Freakish huh.
Okay, back to the flood water rushing in at me.
The current was so damn strong,
but miraculously i grabbed on to the grasspatch at the side and yea,
managed to cling on, and knowing that the grass will eventually be uprooted,
I reached out for the railings which somehow appeared,
yea and hanged one, and my grandparents, somehow, like really somehow, walked away,
knowing i'm like about to drown in the bottomless deep waters.
So i mustered all of my strength within me and screamed to my grandpa,
and he turned, i just needed to feeling that someone's with me as i tried to climb up.
Cause i was really scared, so yea, he strolled over and doing a proper pullup out of the water,
i got up and out, wet and heavy, i woke up.
But i kept my eyes closed, too fearful to open my eyes.
Yea, maybe it's not that scary to you, but yea, if it happened to me, like really happen,
i think i'll shit my pants.

Youth meeting with guest person today, darling DARREN ANG. HAHA!
Yes, lovely to have him around, made jokes like no one could.
AND finally got to see Jaime after a long while, if you're reading this,
yea, i blogged and you slimmed down! HAHA.
Have more diarrhea sessions and soon you'll be some top model (:

Anyways, yea, been thinking lots these days,
perhaps the gaming and all gave me some time to think.
THINK (:

I WANNA CLUB REALLY SOON,
yes i'm not 18 yet!
BUT CAN SOMEBODY JUST BRING ME TO SOME CLUB AND HAVE FUN?
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D