Did i mention that pillows make good friends? Yes they do, cause they listen, & reply with reflective thoughts while keeping quiet.
Sensitive they are, so
12:01 AM
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Chapter 299 - Strikes
It struck me hard, the feeling of having placed hope in one person. And having that person momentarily taken away from me and then coming back, slightly different. It's a fear, we know it's not that easy, but it's possible. As many had already experienced. In mine, it's a family. People you see who look like they will never change, somehow.. Change. and when it happens, they themselves aren't aware of the destruction they're causing. The void they're creating between them and their loved ones. It's a terrible feeling.
I've had that fear for a long time now. Tendency has a habit of using cement for cover ups. It's not good, walls are built along the fortress's walls. A wall upon a wall? That's thick, when something's that thick, it's hard to penetrate. The living beings inside will have difficulty breathing and facing the world due to the distance they've made up between themselves and the world.
Options 1 & 2, only these two are left. Not like there were any more previously, but these two are concluded from the head of the BigE. 1. Release the clouds and make them shroud fear. 2. Embrace the fear and get engulfed by it and wait for fear to die out.
1's an easy way out, but it isn't good for the nicey, while 2's a long term suffering, painful feeling, but that's in the flow of nicey.
No sense to you? search deeper, words are just words, but the effort to make words count makes you count. And when the effort is there, somehow, you make a difference. Over the long silent season of shutting myself away from whatever i call ~ alright.
This is golden. Who makes gummy bears out of flowers? Flowers, that's a nice thought. Flowers usually come with candies, like chocolate. Chocolate represents sweetness, there're bitter ones too. I like the bitter ones, dark dark chocolate. You see them everywhere. DAMN.